never been so depressed and confused in my life before.

my body feels like shutting down and never waking up.

i think i'm just a coward, wanting to run away from life.

there are so many things that i want to say to so many ppl.

never got the courage to, only choosing to back away.

Loser.

alone in this battle? yes. no. maybe. probably. i don't know.

i can already imagine people comforting me after reading this.

but all that somehow doesn't give me any consolation.

if only y'all could only walk with me.

i'll owe you my life.