cheerleading kind of took my mind off stuff.

Dreamt bout her last night, woke up to only find my pillow and face wet. Only until someone told me something then i felt better. Forced myself not to think bout it, wasn't successful. Didn't manage to sleep, until 6 when i got knocked out. woke up at 7, found that i was crying again. USELESS BASTARD. argh.

hw is piling up like crazy. won't get to go cheng san again tmr. Guess i'd better withdraw from cheng san first. If i go for the concert in august, i'll just die from the stress. argh.

somethings to look forward to: 

1)east zone concert, meeting up with the vsco alumni, esp the IP ones!

2)house comm

3)cheerleading practices

argh.