pls

[rants]
I'm on the verge of breaking down.

Syf is in 2 days.2 goddamn bloody days. And one of the 2 is nearly over.

today while practicising, in hope to achieve enlightenment, i overstretched my left hand. Went to see doctor and doctor said i better not use my left hand too much for the next 2 weeks. Wth!!!! Told him i got Syf on tues, he said best case scenario is that my hand can recover by tmr but worse case scenario is that i tore my muscle. He gave me medi patches and ask me to apply and may help in my recovery. But he says that tmr i confirm cannot practice..shit... and this is no april fool's day joke...

**breaking down**

typing with one hand is seriously damn tough.


Ytd the prac considered not bad, so i bought something to reward the members. And who knows? People dont appreciate wad you do. When they took it, no word of thanks no. No appreciation. Nothing. Accept for a few. and i mean one or two. haiz. Never mind, im doomed to have this kind of lousy life.
[/rants]





Godspeed, Vsco, godspeed.