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2009-07-09T22:53:00.002+08:00

just for fun.

no motivation to update, except the constant reminders from people that my blog is dead and they have no idea why they waste time coming here. lol.

the past few months had been crazy. like nothing i've experienced in my life. 2 whole months of sleepless nights organising an event not meant to be mine. Chionging many nights of physics, only to find that the school's expecting an EPIC FAIL from most people.

Syf's over long ago, colosseum/cheerleading ended, stepped down from house comm, studying for mid yrs.

Significant events.

But like i always say, 10 yrs down the road, when we look back, would any of these matter?

It'd probably be conversation topics for midnight tau huay jui outings.

Like quek says, it's the last 4 months. to face each other everyday, to loiter the corridors, to wear that stupid blue uniform, to go do pull ups behind canteen, to eat cai peng as a class.

Make full use of every single second, mug hard, play hard, gossip hard, and for some ppl, JIO HARD. HAHAHA

Was supposed to blog bout buddy hoagies, but i guess it's better if you read from someone else's blog=)

this post is just for fun, so it's not supposed to make any sense, it's ok if you dun understand, haha. dun think i'll be blogging till, after As? lol.

bitter sweet

2009-03-10T22:08:00.004+08:00

that's how's life's like now... bitter from the studying madness, and sweet because of the friends around=)

tmr, cong they all will be going perth for their training, the class going there to wish them bon voyage. Hope he brings back smthing nice for us!=)

k back to studying! mugmugmug=)

i'm still waiting=)

back

2009-03-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

heyyall im back=)

for long? dunno.

just a short update on my life...

Things've been great so far. Life's pretty smooth this year. Gained a few more new friends, caught up with old friends. Studies wise, it's going well recently, although i failed a couple of test before, but things are starting to pick up, and i've got my mind settled down, all set for A-lvls=) HC wise, stuff has toned down after the mad orientation-road race-science fiesta rush. The next big thing's colosseum/cheerleading, and it's still a long way to go. Hopefully this batch of cheerleaders would be more fun than the last batch=D For CO, practice's intensiveness has been stepped up, now with 3 times a week. Hopefully we can get at least a gold for SYF!=)

With my life packed with studies, CO and company now, dunno when's the next time i'll be here posting again. Look out for this space!=)

i'll be waiting=)

2008-12-21T21:56:00.002+08:00

Singapore lost in the semi finals of the suzuki cup.

With effing stupid mistakes.

Just... disappointed.

Interesting game, though.

Hopefully the fight against indonesia would be slightly less disappointing=)

2008-11-30T13:11:00.002+08:00

This post is dedicated to the lovely members of team 1, ogl camp 2008.

OGL camp, the second one for 2008.

My team won, once again.

Great job there, Serene, Grace, Ai ting, Ric, Wenjie, Bronson, Athirah, Zhang Xiang, Shafiq, Bing Ran, Cherie, Jian Yong, Nurin, Wen Eng, Ali, Vincent, Evonne, Sarah, Darren, Dina, Joon Kiat and Wida!

First day was pretty demoralising, getting fifth for ORA. However you guys persevered and ran all the way for MMM, earning a forth place. Performance night was purely a bonus for all the hard work you guys put in. You guys really worked your asses off for performance night, and i can only say a huge thank you to everyone because you guys gave your all for the performance. We totally owned GMS, getting full marks for everything. Although we didn't get all the cheering bonuses and speed bonuses, we got our first place with our own hard work. Once again thank you team 1!

Throughout the camp there were lots of funny shit that happened in the team. E.g. the "vincent-alarm clock case" . That was one hell of a joke. You guys gave me a most memorable 3 days 2 nights.

Thank you team 1/ali/eli. SIOL!!!!!!

2008-11-24T02:27:00.002+08:00

The last time i posted was after the HC sentosa outing. Guess i owe this blog many many stuff.

Action packed life. Just got back from the hiongest camp ever. OBS rox. Washington rocked more!

But first, let me start from hc sentosa outing. Damn fun day. Let pix do the talk. Lazy to type paiseh.

Breakfast at VIVO. Lol i sent out the sms to meet at 8, me and a few arrived at 9.30. Wth man. Lepak awhile, then chose to eat at BK. After that went vivomart to get snack and drinks.

On the way...

Reached there, play awhile ball, play awhile frisbee, then we realised it's too boring, went to play in the sea instead. That's when the real fun started. Started cheerleading in the sea, then looked around for hot girls to ogle at, finally, being matured jc students, played CATCHING. lol.

HSM3-ed after that. The guys were like over-affected by the songs. Dom kept repeating the boys are back, Nizam kept humming can i have this dance. Super fun day=DD.

Next was PW OP. I think i screwed QnA pretty badly, but hey, who cares. Went out for karaoke with S401 after that.

Then came the PATHETIC class Sentosa outing, which a grand total of 6 people came. Pictures still with Alicia, ohwell. But the day wasn't good. Not good at all.

THEN. Came the week of lectures. Torturous. Was sick for the entire week. Went job applying with nizam on thursday(ha i just came back from work, blog abt the experience in awhile). Only salvation of the week was thinking about OBS, hei sushi buffet/birthday celebration for liming with my dearest atlas house comm. YAY WE'RE DINNERING TMR!!!! Saturday was mum's birthday, so buffet again. At night went to Joong's cousin's birthday party with dom after gym, and we were more or less talking cock the entire night. Sunday, got the booties from firdaus, saw cheryl and jun ming at eunos. Afternoon went to get OBS stuff with rong an nizam. The "shopping trip" was funny as hell. At night went home and was packing frenzy.

OBS(I shall blog about it in a seperate post). FUN FUN FUN!

Ytd(saturday) and today(sunday) was spent at RITZ CARLTON. Not a guess there, of course, but a member of the BANQUET STAFF! We're more or less waiters. But we get nice nice uniforms, serve people like the president and stuff. The job's damn cool. AND IT'S 6.50 AN HOUR. THAT'S A DAMN GOOB BARGAIN! In 2 days i earned over 80 bucks, damn cool sia.

Tmr, or rather later, going to candice's house to check the house comm shirts. Hope it'll be fun=)) the at night, DINNER WITH ATLAS HC! WHEEEE!

Ok late liao, i tired, bye.

2008-10-25T23:51:00.003+08:00

The past week was, extreme, to say the least.

Today was the most fun day i ever had. Sumpah.

Photos and details next time.

WEIRONG HUIMING send me the photos!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-12T00:45:00.002+08:00

STONING ROX! WE ARE UBER COOL STONERS!

SORRY FOR BEING LATE FOR ONE HOUR GYM JOONG!

ORIENTATION IS GONNA BE FUN!

I GOT INTO OBS!

erm...

WHEEEE!

lol.

oh oh AND 400 PHYSIC QUESTIONS FOR THE HOLIDAYS!

2008-10-09T10:28:00.002+08:00

Lol been on hiatus so long. It has been 2 weeks since the end of promos. It's slacking and PW all the way. Oh of cos and open house.

Open house was the blast. Like seriously. Results aside, i'm sure every single dragon warrior had fun. The most amazing house was definitely not Miranda or any other houses, but Atlas. Other houses had their members being high all the way, so there was no surprise with them being high during the dance. However, atlas members rose to the occasion during the dance and rocked the house down. That's something to be amazed about.

Competition brings out the best in people. And sometimes the worst. I'll leave it at that.

Oh ya F1 rocked too. All the way alonso=)

My results weren't fantastic, but sufficient to get me to advance. And that's great.

I dunno wad else to blog about.

Ytd was sad.

Hmmm.

Blog more next time lar.

2008-09-07T22:56:00.001+08:00

Hopefully this will be my last post before promos, if not someone please whack me, thanks alot.

14 days left. But in my heart it has always been 14 days more. Why the hell am i so bloody optimistic?

Sele, daniel, qi and i having joint convo now.

Avis (: says: (10:09:34 PM)

SELE!!

Selena says: (10:09:37 PM)

What what?

Avis (: says: (10:09:45 PM)

i saw another little boy today

Selena says: (10:09:46 PM)

Don't shout my name like that

Selena says: (10:09:48 PM)

Scary

Funny stuff.
School's starting tmr. I'm pretty much looking forward to it. The holiday was fun studying in school, bitching, gossiping and basketballing. Found out more than i should have=)

Something's coming back...

2008-09-02T22:16:00.002+08:00

I'm here, but i have no idea what to blog about.

Kay, let me do a day by day thing.

Monday, my birthday. One of the quietest birthday. Thanks Sele and Qi for "celebrating" with me=)The pasta meal was nice, and it was fun chatting in macs=D

Tuesday, normal day, studied in school. Mugging fever on already.

Wednesday, super duper short day. CO rehearsal for 15 mins, and it was studying again. Couldn't concentrate, fell asleep in the comfortable study room. Went home after awhile cos joong, dom and i couldn't focus.

Thursday, exact opposite of wednesday. Damn long day. Had dance prac and i was making teacher's day present for ms tan. Went to kajiao the councillors and stuff. Candice came to kajiao atlas dance also. Dinner at macs, mass secret sharing session.

Friday, teacher's day celebration. Co performance was ok, other than jing xiong rushing through both songs. Nervous? Maybe. Start of matsuri was probably at around 106. It ended around 130. That was how rush the song was. Partially cos of percussion too. First time EVER, people in school said i look cool playing the erhu. Petrina smsed me right after the performance, scolding me for not telling her i was performing. lol. Highlight of the concert was probably Luke lau's chemistry song. Imba. Went back to VS with half the MJ-vs boys. 4E boys never change at all. We found the career guide and poof, we're back in the old paper ball days. Missed those days lar!! Damn fun. Lunched with the guys, then the usual heroes talk. SPOILERS TO THE MAX SIA. But the third season's gonna be cool. After that went with pock, amos and vincent to stone at tm, where we saw Hoon, and the guys thought she damn chio(If you're reading this now, you must be damn happy hoon!). The rest of the day's kinda stupid.

Saturday, wasted the entire morning. Went out with yong joong to tampines to study. Quite productive. THANK YOU FOR ACCOMPANYING ME!!!!

Sunday, wasted not only the whole morning, but the whole day. Enough said.

Yesterday, was a super fun cum super productive cum super long day. The school was quiet enough to study!!! Did quite abit of maths, and chem. Dinner at macs with Dom joong quek, daryl ho and BLim. MASSIVE bitching/gossiping session. BITCH LIKE SIAO. Got hate club already. Damn fun.

TODAY. Quite productive i should say. SELE WAS BEING DAMN CUTE TODAY! Irresistible! Lol that sounds damn wrong. But she really very cute today. Basketball game was sucky, probably cos I CAN'T AIM A FRIGGING BALL! But my team was great, we were making fun of the other team so much, it was surprising they didn't pick a fight with us. Packed up at around six plus, cos the weather was being a total bitch. My notes were wet! Diner at BK, i think i'm dying from all the fast food. Arcaded until 9 then went home. Thanks guys for the wonderful night=))

Wow. Can't believe i actually had the momentum to type all that.

Oh a note to everyone out there. I DO NOT FRIGGING HAVE A GIRLFRIEND. Although i would very much want to have one, i am not lucky enough to have one. Being close with a girl not necessarily means she's my girlfriend. She's just a very good friend so people, just leave her alone k?=D

Damn i wanted to type something, forgot wad...

...

OH oh, i wanted to introduce this song, Musician by Yumi Mitora. Imba song. Go search on youtube or something.

Ok i've wasted long enough blogging, back to PW.=D

2008-08-25T00:47:00.001+08:00

happy seventeen, myself=D

2008-08-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

I apologised.

I dunno wad else to do.

Pls tell me.

I didn't mean to.

Everyone's panicking, i know.

We've been good friends for so long.

Don't let this spoil our friendship.

Pls.

I'm sorry, once again.

You'll make it.

Really.

Everyone will.

Please, not only to him, to all the people out there, pls hang on.

It's just the final stretch.

Now's the best time to start the countdown.

Run the final lap.

Break your own record.

Go people, we'll all do it.

Jiayou.

2008-08-18T17:31:00.002+08:00

I forgot to do something in the last post.

I forgot to thank all the people who supported me/wished me luck one way or another. Thanks A.Hoe for the msg over msn, thanks lin chun, fadhilah and shawn for the good luck smses=D Greatest thanks to qi, joey, dom, joong, shang fa and alvin for coming to support me=D

Saw someone whom i vry long nvr see already ytd... Lai Weng! Omg so cool she blogged bout me! Here(:

Oh and I saw this VSCO guy who was in my group from HCCO Interaction (unfortunately he didn't remember me cos I was MIA half the time during the event), haha and he's called Hin Kai. :D

Haiz, the PCD starting to kick in, but soon it'll be gone. I think.

PCD's post concert depression btw, my old readers should know that=D. K now blogging all these in school, with qi and candice next to me=D

K lol going home liao, ciaos

2008-08-18T00:18:00.004+08:00

One hell of an exciting week.

This week's really a long week, and freaking fun.

Funfestique and Cheng san concert's over. Mixed emotions.

This week's funfestique was so much more fun than last week's. I can really feel that the seven of us really let go of alot worries, and just had fun. WE WON VOLLEYBALL! Really had to thank Cui Shan for that, she was like our soul player. Wei Jie and dom too.

Concert was a blast. Still prefer last year's one though. Shall cope from someone's blog cos someone's waiting to read this. Lol.

I woke up at 7am this morning to get ready for ChengSan.

I reached there at 8.30am sharp!

Moved instruments and we bussed to Esplanade - Theatres on the bay.

Wah, we had free time from 11.30am till 1pm, so we ate our lunch in the artiste's lounge.

At 1pm, everyone reported back on stage for a rehearsal.

We rehearsed until 3.19pm, and that's when we had an 11 minutes break!

At 3.30pm we went back for the 2nd half of rehearsal.

Haha when we were rehearsing the walk in and walk out parts for the soloists etc, it was very funny!

Haha!

Finally, at 5.30pm, they let us off for dinner break until 7pm!

We went back to the same lounge to have our dinner.

Then when we were walking onto stage, Mike Chiang told us, "come on you can do it! This is our last rehearsal!"

Then I asked, "haha, when's the concert ah??"

Mike Chiang, "oh there's no concert! :D"

Haha he so lame!

The first hour on stage went by so fast!

One hour is a really long time but just now, it went past very fast!

Before we knew it, it was intermission already, lol.

After intermission, it was the 2nd half, lol.

Fireeeeee!

So nice!

Haha, then 云南回忆!

First two movements are super mental challenging, so boring!

3rd movement is physically challenging.

Grr.

Haha yes!

Then concert was over!!!

We went back on stage after the crowd cleared for a full dress photo taking! :)

I'm definitely going back for next year's concert. It was only after ytd's concert then i realised what made me join cheng san and what kept me there for so long. It's the ecstasy, the satisfaction after the performance. I kinda miss that feeling, ever since last year's Hu Bing Xu concert. Hopefully next year's will be at the esplanade, and as fun as last year's!

LOL. Wad the hell man.

Pre-concert Boredness. Rofl.

My room=D

Damn messy can. 6 guys in one room, you can't expect better.

Me.=D

My idea of an artistic shot. Turns out fugly.

Me with Heng! Everytime we go esplanade perform i confirm take pic with him=D

Also, i finally found out who joey's ec is. So expected. And someone's *ehem*. Bye, blog more next time!

2008-08-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

Much stuff happened this week, so fulfilling.

First week of funfestique was quite screwed up, won't point fingers. Someone's attitude disgusted alot of HC members, i'm sorry but i'll have to stay neutral on that. We lost dragonboat, the event that we were so sure in winning, but nevertheless, we had fun! =) Thursday was a super fun day, can finally the atlas house comm working tgt! Keep it up! Lanned the whole night at cross-fire, got SOOO high that we were still talking abt it before learning journey at fort-canning. Jude, Han Cong, Alvin, Yong Joong, Dom and i, truly a night/dawn/morning to remember=) The mummy kind of sucked, most probably cos i slept through 3/4 of it. ECP-ed after that, can't really rmbr much cos i really too tired from 2 weeks of fatigue. Went home and died.

Saturday, first day of olympics, my mum already engrossed in her sports alr. Olympics really remind me of funfestique. Lol. seriously. Went to meet candice at airport to study, super productive, considering i didn't do anything for the past week. Supposed to meet shiyun for fireworks, but we met terence and decided to go and eat first. Ended up watching fireworks from marina's rooftop. SORRY SHI YUN I PANG SEH YOU! SO SORRY! Ate with terence and candice at bugis, and talked ALOT. So happy i made 2 more close friends that day. Went home tgt and lots of interesting stuff happened btwn the 2 of them. Shan't elaborate;P

Today was cheng san again. Some of the songs still CMI. (AHEMYUNNANHUIYIAHEM) The first and second movement really cannot make it lor. Budden i think Han Tian Lei will really blow the audience off. Tmr got rehearsal, continuous one. We've nvr done that before, so hopefully it'll be good.

Airport mug session with shi yun, candice and terence tmr, hopefully it'll be fun!=)=)=)

2008-08-04T22:08:00.009+08:00

200th post.

Long long post, this one's gonna be.

Haven't post for vry long. Won't say i vry busy, later someone kaupei me again. Haha.

Super fun week.

Things that happened:

-Leaders' Day

-VS 132nd Speech day

Leaders' Day pictures first=)

6TH MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE HOUSE COMM. BEWARE, WE BITE.

Red hot phoenixes=D

Dragon pub!

A random shot which was interrupted by a very excited Dragon vice-capt! Blue bird secre's beside me, Blue bird pub's supposed to be inside too, but somehow got pushed out of the picture.

Dragon ~~blackie~~Sports!=D

Sisterly love!!!! Secretaries rock! Hui ming jiejie, Ba-Ba, hinky/Sister kai, becky jie, fellow simeian/latecomer Hoon=D Love them to bits, haha(:

VS unite we show our might! 2 capts, 1 vice capt, 1 secre!

Happy birthday my dearest phobos secre and sports!

MI-MI-MI-randa! High-est HC among the 5,whee=D

HEAR THE THUNDER ROAR! Wait, where's atiqah?

WHATCHA WANNA BE A? ATLAS WARRIOR! We kick asses=)

Ooh, scandalous=)=)

Dragon capt+Dragon secre

Dragon logistics=)

Whiny Dragon none sports=)

Super fun day, Budden got scolded by ms yeow cause we were making too much noise while waiting to go into the hall. Pictures said everything.

VS speechday. Quite emotional for me, getting to see all my "long lost friends". It was really sad not being able to see some of them around, like jon, who had to attend his sis's wedding. Saw mdm ernie, she still as cranky as ever, and got to know that the guppies we got her last year died. Goldfishes this year?haha. Dinner with the guys at airport. Met hector, marlina, huiming jie jie... Went to macs to meet daniel and qi. Then, being VS boys, we had to stone, walk 5 steps, then stone, walk another 5 steps, then stone. Took us an hour to get everyone to go to breeks. Lol.

Obaje's a blur! Nono, obaje's blur.lol

The other table=D

Next gathering's during teacher's day, really hope to see everyone there again!

Cheng San's getting better and better each week. However something still isn't changing. Concert's next saturday. Is there enough time? I certainly hope so. If not, there won't be a second chance. PLEASE PEOPLE, BUY THE TICKETS!!!!

Something happened between me and someone. I hope he doesn't take it to heart, cause we're going to see each other for the next one and half yrs... Please, it was just a misunderstanding, i seriously am not doing too much, and it certainly is not affecting my studies. I really want to thank him for being so concerned=D

Funfestique starts tmr, dragonboat on wednesday=D=D=D

2008-07-23T22:08:00.003+08:00

I've been a vry bad boy and haven't been blogging recently.

Busy like hell, tired like hell, happy like hell. Sometimes.

Funfestique consolidation and inter house mass dance choreographing these few days. Atlas rules man.

Danced until got new blisters. Irritating, but worth it.

Homework's irritating the shit out of me, but i'm glad i'm starting to catch up.

Today's my last lesson at daniel's for a vry long time. Maybe until cheng san's concert's over. I don't know.

Talking about cheng san,

PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS COME!!!!!

Echoes of the Valley Chinese Orchestra

Presents
(火）
Fire
In collaboration with Esplanade - Theatres on the Bay

DATE
16 Aug 2008
Sat, 07:30PM
DURATION
Approx 120 mins (with intermission)
VENUE
Esplanade Concert Hall
Tickets for students concession are priced at $12(that's really cheap for a cheng san concert, we had a $18 one and it was full house).

The fatigue has set in, and it's turning me into a different person. So ppl, pls understand my weird actions and speech this few weeks. And show more care and concern!=D=D

2008-07-17T23:33:00.002+08:00

Haven't been blogging for almost a week, since i'm online, so, argh, wth...

Not that i'm esp free now, been super busy for the past few days. But some of my efforts went to waste, and i wasn't too happy abt it. In fact i was kinda pissed, at first.

Wed was house meeting, turned out to be quite a failure, although i spent 3 days 2 nights preparing for it. Was really quite surprised no one stayed back to help. Worked with the miranda house comm on monday and tues night, really really enjoyable. Thanks for all the help you guys rendered!

I will not blog about my results, it's more than just a mess, it's total armageddon. Lucky i have dragon boating on meet the parents day.

I'm really tired, i really am.

2008-07-04T21:26:00.001+08:00

My life's a crazy mess right now, but i'm super happy with it.

LTC wasn't as great as expected, maybe cos as a ex-camp instructor, my expectations were higher. Jalan Bahtera lost it's charm without the vs spirit.

BUT.

With the MJC 6th college leaders, it was a whole different story. They made camp so so so enjoyable. Thanks to MJC 6th house commitees, esp ATLAS, and to Audeo, thank you all for treating me as ur leader, thanks so much. You guys made ltc rock. Thanks Aden, for being there, although you were really too quiet. Speak more!!!=D

The following one month's gonna be hell for me. And it has already started. Today stayed in school all the way till 8 plus to do up the scoreboard. I love the secretaries=D esp candice and hoon! secretaries rock! Funfestique coming up, all the paperwork's on our shoulders, and we still have to complete the AAR. CSEVCO's concert's coming up, it's at esplanade, so cannot screw up. Somemore promos coming also. Really gonna need all my friends' help for the nxt couple of months.

And also, i just wanted to apologise to the CO exco, for consecutively being late, but i hope you guys can understand, the tremendous amount of workload on the secretaries.

I LOVE HSE COMM,SCOREBOARD,NEW CHIO SHOES,SECRETARIES,AND ALL MY FRIENDS! muacks=D=D

2008-07-04T00:06:00.002+08:00

happy birthday, sele, stay cute and chio forever! haha

Crap la, din take any photos...

These 2 days were, tiring. GUYS, I'M REALLY OK, THE PAST POSTS WERE JUST RANTS, but thanks for the concern anyways=D=D

AHHHHHHH LTC COMING!!! LALALALALA

Tmr(friday)'s gonna be a busy day. Fun? Dunno, depends=)

Lots and lots of stuff to settle, gonna be ponning CO again. crap.

Whee, i dun think i'll be able to get any sleep tonight, hahaha...

2008-07-01T22:57:00.002+08:00

Crap.

Something worse came.

Lol, i dunno how to react, but, haiz, that's that, some things are meant to be like that.

Second day of school, seemed like 2 months passed.

I'm really confused to the max now.

Haha, and tmr's gonna be a long long day.

I really hopes tmr goes well.

Haiz

2008-06-30T23:33:00.001+08:00

Something big really came up.

But i have my doubts.

But at the same time i'm convinced.

Damn.

2008-06-30T10:56:00.002+08:00

Monday morning, and i feel frigging lethargic.

Probably cos i slept less than 2 hours last night.

Spain won.

Interesting match, but i slept through the goal. Damn.

Start of school really sucks. It's not just school, there's something else bugging me.

Haiz.

Crap, bye.

2008-06-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

Cheng San-ed today. Wasn't really a wonderful experience. Feels good to sight read again, but with teerapong sitting beside me, it feels quite stressful.

Met qi after cheng san to get something. She had lunch with vivian and the rest already, so she slept while i ate my mcspicy. Walked around marina square, didn't get anything, went to citylink mall instead. Went home after that.

Reached home, slept abit, and woke up, thinking about stuff. I think something's happening to me. It's happening all over again. And that's like quite bad. Considering... nvm.

Next couple of months are going to be the most hectic period of my life. I really need the people around me to be more understanding. Really.

Something big's coming, and i can feel it.

2008-06-28T22:58:00.002+08:00

Went on a mini hiatus, to face one of the toughest battles of my life.

It all boils down to lack of preparation.

Darn.

Lets not talk about exams, it's depressing.

So, after the mutilating physics paper, 08S401 went to E-hub to chill. Daniel and Qi sorta crashed, but i was supposed to watch movie with them, so might as well=) Watched "Wanted". Cool show, but some parts just doesn't make sense. Walked around deciding what to eat with the class, so daniel and qi left first. Felt empty watching them leave, lol. Went steamboating, which was totally not worth it. But the time spent with the class made up for everything. Can't believe how bonded we are. After steamboat, hancong, yong joong, dom, jo and i went to macs to talk. One topic led to another, and we ended up with ghost stories and a very scared dominic. Haha. He wanted us to walk him home! Reached home and got knocked out.

Friday morning was supposed be PW meeting, but stupid stupid hinkai had to oversleep. The stupid boy totally forgot about the meeting. Now he owes the group a meal. Chem corrections lecture was totally demoralising. I'm confirm gonna fail chem. Went white sands after that, and had burger king. Another talk cock session with the class. Alicia, yin mei, sy jia and wei jie went to watch movie, alvin went home, and the previous 5, this time with brian, went to macs again to talk. We sat at the exact same seats. Found out about jo's phobia, haha. Time flew, dom and i had to leave for House comm induction workshop. Damn fun! Lol, the Atlas "weakness, strength and vision" paper OWNS. Pictures next time, i'm quite lazy.

Today was an early day, went gym-ing with yong joong. Dom was supposed to turn up, but he overslept, haha. Joel, jing xiong, cedric, wendy and eleen were there too. Worked out quite abit, but maybe i was too tired, couldn't manage to do some stuff. Went home to freshen up abit, left for LTC briefing. LOL. A whole bunch of leaders were late. Quite dumb uh. But it was quite cool, being in a room, full of SCs, HCs, Capts/Chairs, Vice-capts/Vice-chairs. Saw many familiar faces. Got seperated into our different groups. So very glad to see so many familiar faces! Candice, steph, gladys, daniel. But kind of a bad thing too. They sorta nominated me as the leader. Sabo-ed. Betrayed. Haha, no lar no lar, i'm actually quite glad to be in that position, finally something for me to prove myself worthy=D Interacted abit with my group, quite fun people, but maybe cos we're new to each other, so it's still abit awkward. But the idea for campfire that we came up for was actually quite cool! AUDEO, WE CAN DO IT!

Tmr's cheng san. One more month to the concert, I really have to confidence in saying that i can make it in time. It's at the end of the funfestique week, so it's gonna be like hell for me. Even people like fu kang they all have to spend like long hours practising the scores, and i had barely seen them. Haiz.

Next week's gonna be an exciting week, i really can't wait. =D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

2008-06-21T14:24:00.001+08:00

It's 2 more days to the MYEs. The final sprint. Good luck guys, hope to see all of you out of the battlefield unscathed.

2008-06-18T00:47:00.000+08:00

Tan uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Tan does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise.

Tan will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally.

Tan is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Tan doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Tan will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

Because Tan has zigzagged shaped 'm' and 'n' hump, Tan is an analytical thinker. His mind sifts and examines facts. He interprets all facts by separating them, breaking them down, and organizing them from a critical point of view. This pattern of clarifying facts contributes to his strong reasoning ability. Tan's mind is constantly analyzing all situations that he encounters.

Tan's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Tan that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Tan also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Tan is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Tan's self-concept is artificially low. Tan will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Tan to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Tan is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Tan is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Tan is very self-sufficient. He is trying not to need anyone. He is capable of making it on his own. He probably wants and enjoys people, but he doesn't "need" them. He can be a loner.

Something is incomplete in Tan's life. He feels frustration relating to his physical needs and desires. Somewhere in his life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Tan's sexual needs.

Tan has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Tan's y or g is large and has triangle shape to the lower loop. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Tan has regarding sex and physical things. His lower zone stroke is large, so his sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop has a triangle shape, this indicates a particular curiosity with certain aspects of sexuality. In a nutshell, Tan is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once. I'd say Tan is quite a dynamic and playful lover. Watch out world!

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Tan has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Tan fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Tan has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Tan just comes into someone's home and helps himself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Tan finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when he was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

LOL.

2008-06-17T23:44:00.002+08:00

Hiatus-ed for, 2 weeks? No, i wasn't studying, was busy playing. And now exam's in 5 days time. Screwed, big time.

A ghost from my past is haunting me again. For 2 whole months i thought this ghost was gone, and never will it come back. But seems like i was wrong. It came back, stronger than ever. And this time, it came in the form of someone whom i thought was close. Hopefully the ghost will disappear soon!=D

And it's 12 plus now, meaning that it's Daniel's birthday! Happy birthday dude, although you have to spend ur birthday in tuition, but, we'll help you make it an enjoyable birthday!!

Atlas HC photoshoot!

2008-06-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

People have been telling me about how sick and tired it is to be at home the entire day, and how you'll rot because of that. Now i get how it feels to grow mushroom on urself.

Ytd, did editing for pw in the morning, then went to meet with the guys at city hall. Nice time talking with them, and pooling. Kept jumping ball by accident. Andrew, My and their friend sian ru had to leave early, so kc and i went to macs to chill out. Intro-ed their mocha frappe to him. In return he introduced this super addictive game to me=) Rushed down to airport to meet Qi and Daniel to study. I really love being with them. They're the only people that i can really laugh non-stop with. Was really super happy last night. Thx guys! Managed to get abit of econs into my head b4 going home.

Today whole day was editing the GPP draft, and stoning. And blog hopping. I'm finally starting to reply tags haha=]=]

08s401 chalet and World cup qualifiers TOMORROW! YAY!

2008-05-31T01:18:00.002+08:00

Qi tagged me. And i shall be a good boy and do it cos i'm rweally bored.

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people inyour list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings.

1) At what age do you wish to marry?
-when i'm rich enough.
2)What you want the most now?
-be with my friends always.
3)Who is the person you trust most?
-my besties, esp the girls
4)Do you think you've enough confidence?
-i think i'm quite alright.
5)If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
-(some people know wad i want, but i won't say it here haha.)
6)Ever crushed on anyone?
-duh-.-
7)What is your goal for this year?
-PROMOTE (with flying colours)
8)Do you believe in eternity love?
-that's the only kind of love i believe in.
9)Have you broke someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
-o.O
10)What feeling do you love the most?
-being with friends.
11)What feeling do you hate most?
-not being with friends.
12)Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
-Yep. It's not fair to call those who i don't cherish friends.
13)Do you believe in God?
-Hmmm. Long story.
14)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-Friends.
15)who do you hope to be always there for you?
-Friends.
16)whose your best friend?
-I have lots, but i'll have to say, KC?
17)who cares for you the most?
-I would like to know too.
18)Which date you like the most?
-31st of december.
19)Do you beleve there is fate and its destined or it is the path you choose?
-It is fated and destined for us to choose a path. Hmm?=]=]
20)Do you believe in love at first sight?
-TOTALLY.haha

Part 2

Starting time: 1.37 am.(O.O)
Name: Hin Kai
Sister: 1
Brother: 0
Shoe size: 9
Height: 171cm
Where you live: Singapore.

Fav. drink?
-coke(damn unhealthy)
Fav. breakfast?
-Ya Kun.
Broken someone's heart?
-Hmm.
Fell off your chair?
-Can't really remember.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?
-No, but waited for smses.
Saved e-mails?
-Nope.
What is your room like?
-Den, sty, lair etcetc...
What is right beside you?
-my chem TYS.
What is the last thing you ate?
-hmmm. Chocolate chip muffins.
Ever had chicken pox?
-yeps.
Sore throat?
-I've been having it like forever.
stiches?
-Got it in gym this morning.
Broken nose?
-Myg.
like picnics?
-depends.
Who was the last person you danced with?
-like couple dance? Sele i think...
Last made you smile?
-Convo with the lovely ladies.
you last yell at?
-Dun wanna talk abt it.
Today,
Did you talk to someone you like?
-Platonic love maybe?
Kiss anyone?
-Wish i had.
Get sick?
-For wad?

Talked to an ex.?
-Lol.
Miss someone?
-OMG OMG YES. Not someONE. It's a whole big grp of ppl i'm missing, called 08s401=]=]
Eat?
-Duh.
Best feeling in the world?
-being with friends.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
-nope. Used to though.
Whats under your bed?
-floor.
Who do you really hate?
-Stucked up people who thinks they're high and mighty.
What time is it now?
-1.57am(O.O)

Randoms:
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind now?
-YES.
Q: Do you have any siblings?
-yea.
Q: Do you want to have children?
-Yups.
Q: Do you smile often?
-Ever since that convo, yeps=]=]
Q:Do you like your handwriting?
-Ooh, i dunno abt that, sometimes yes, sometimes no.
Q:Are your toenails painted?
-Eh nono.
Q: Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
-who says that i sleep in my bed?hahaha
Q: What colour shirt you wearing?
-Black.
Q:What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
-Doing Chem tys?
Q:I can't wait till?
-I get my first girlfriend.Lol.
Q:When did you cry last?
-Hmmm.
Q:Are you a friendly person?
-Depends.
Q:Do you have any pets?
-nope.
Q:Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
-I dunno. Seriously.
Q:Did the person you held hands with mean anything to you now?
-Hmm.
Q:Do you sleep with the tv on?
-yea, if i'm tired.
Q: what are you doing right now?
-quite obvious eh. answering this question.
Q:Have you ever crawled through a window?
-Yar.
Q:Can you handle the truth?
-Depends on wad kind of truth.
Q:Are you too forgiving?
-Definite no.
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father?
-Hmm.
Q:Who was the last person you cried infront of?
-I dunno. The cheerleaders?
Q:How many people can you say you've really loved?
-many. (platonic relations included)
Q:Do you eat healthy?
-no.
Q:Do you still have pictures of you and your ex?
-Ex? Wad's that?-.-
Q:Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
-Yes, and it was a nasty experience.
Q:How often do you go to church?
-never..
Q:If you are having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?
-my friends.
Q:Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
-haha, i don't know.
Q:Are you confident?
-I guess so.

Finally it's over. Myg. This quiz's scary.

And the 8 people are(drumrolls):

1)dom

2)daniel foo

3)KC

4)Andrew

5)Jolene

6)Valerie

7)Yong Joong

8)Justin

Friday was quite dull, except in the morning and afternoon. Went to gym with Dom and Yong Joong. Nice you again bro. After that the 2 went to get their specs made. The shop assistant was actually an ex malaysia national basketball player! Lunch was at Ljs, went to arcade for HOTD2, WAS SO CLOSE TO BEATING THE EMPEROR!!! Myg. Came home and did abit of chem tys, that's just about it.

Meeting the guys later, i better go sleep now=]=]=]

2008-05-30T00:36:00.002+08:00

Lets start with wednesday.

Let's just say it was madness. Total crazyness. The entire day.

Was supposed to meet daniel at 8.15 at simei mrt. Woke up at 8.35. Rushed down and met him at 8.45. We took out time cycling, and reached PP near 10. Got breakfast, saw ben koh in macs. Didn't get to talk much. Tuition. All the way till 1. Lunch. Tution started again at 1.45. All the way till 6.30. Claudia and Bernard joined us halfway. Saw the other side of daniel L, when he * at the security guard. My hero. Went to copy functions notes with the rest at macs after that. Then it was all the way to geylang for dinner. Didn't managed to get what we wanted, but instead almost getting myself killed. Daniel knows why=]. After dinner cycled all the way from aljunied and made it to simei in record time. Ok fine, i was always the one lagging behind slowing the both of us down. Paiseh! When i got home i found out something that made myself so scared. But as usual, i was thinking too much. Thanks sele and qi for being there to talk to me...

Thursday was, peaceful. Until tuition. Again. But it was super mild(compared to wednesday), 8-10, this usual timing. Had pasta with sele and qi, daniel joined us when we were finishing. Met claudia on the way to tuition, then the group of us walked there together. When we entered the center, we got a shock. From Daniel L again. So fierce. Didn't know a geek could be this gansterish=]=]=] Graphing was damn fun. Me and daniel were asking Daniel L for extra qns. Went for supper with dom, daniel, sele and bernard. TK has really colourful people and school life. However, VS's still the best=] Talked cock with dom and daniel all the way home on bus 12.

Daniel: relax about the thing you told me, maybe someday sit down and talk, i'm sure all the comments are just jokes, so just, chill =]=]=]

Whee, gym tmr, i get to see yong joong after so long=)=)=)=)

2008-05-28T00:00:00.009+08:00

Today was quite a great day.

Oh, alright, detention in the morning sucked.

Eighteen chefs was kinda cool, didn't know such a restaurant existed in Simei. Enjoyed every single strand of pasta. What happens in Vegas was quite a cool movie. It totally reiterated what Jo told me last night. Went shopping with qi and sele. Or rather, window shopping. Cos the girls no money, hahahaha. Stoned at ljs for like super long, before going home.

Then Jo surprised me again with this quote she saw somewhere:"for once in my life, i don't have to try to be happy, when i'm with you, it just happens. " I know these people already exists in my life, all i have to do now is to treasure them=)=)

However i do hope to find that special someone soon though=]=]=]

2008-05-27T01:18:00.003+08:00

I'm dedicating this post to a true friend, although it has only been 3 months, but she's one that had stood by me and has always been there for me.

I think i'm just blind.

There are people who actually care. But i don't see them. I've only been spotting those who don't.

I've been trying to be accepted. Trying to please others. But now that's no longer important.

"Smile, because you want to, and not because you need to. However unhappy you are, know that you'll always have your friend behind you. I won't judge you like how the rest do.

So promise to be just you, whenever you're with me."

I really don't know how to thank you enough.

Thank you, Jo.

I'll sleep a happier boy tonight, knowing that you're there.

2008-05-25T23:21:00.006+08:00

I shall make up for lost time, and blog till my heart's content.

Let's talk about this week.

Monday. Was vesak day. Studied with sele and qi at PP macs. Saw Alexa for the second time. Didn't get anything done on my part. Except my graphin techniques tut. Quite wasted.

Tuesday. Econs test was SUPER -.-... Most people gave up halfway through. Rest of the day was rather, dull. Until HC handover, which firdaus has yet to hand me the photos.

My beautiful badge=)=)=)

Ignore the heart, it's damn gay.

Wednesday. First official day wearing the badge. WHAM! Tio scolding cos i fell asleep during maths tutorial. Damn sian. Day ended early cos of soccer finals. Damn happy.

People who looked like farmers picking up stuff which everyone was wondering wad.

And Mj won Vj 2-1, in case you guys didn't know=) Met lots and lots of my guys. Went with the atlas cheerleading people to get the bbq stuff. Had heelll lots of fun. Play soccer at the futsal court underneath grace's house. That girl kick balls man! Got like GIANT blisters.

Thursday. Supposedly meant to do e-learning. SYSTEM CRASH. lousy system. And we paid 20 bucks for it. Slack at ECP macs with qi and daniel. Went back to watch VSCO prac. So nostalgic. Talked with someone. Didn't approve of his way of thinking. Tuition was quite ok as usual.

Friday. Lugged the bag of charcoal all around pasir ris. Chalet. I love the guys. Shit man, nvr take pictures. Chalet was damn fun and funny. Chew long and Dom scared of horror movies. Dom eats plasma tvs when he goes to ktv. I stand like sissy kia when my bladder's bursting. Chew long kept teasing me and Dom. Soccer at 3am was fun=)=)=). Boon Kai's talent time was SUPER SUPER FUNNY.

Saturday. Checked out, left the guys for PP. DLME. Screwed up big time. HAHA. Everyone's in detention, gonna be fun. At night went for the long awaited TJCO concert. Wasn't as fabulous as i thought it'd be. But still, it's the best concert i've seen in a long, long time. Especially Yi Heng's concerto. Super nice.

Today. Slacked at home. Wanted to go for kcco's performance at eunos cc. Lucky nvr go, only 2 vsco peeps went. Heard someone did something during the concert. Shan't say who and what=P. Went to meet daniel at tanah merah mrt. Was supposed to go for the addidas warehouse sale. STOCK CLEARED. Damn. Went Food Expo. Daniel went crazy over freebies. Take and take and take and take. Dom and Daniel each bought a bowl of sharkfin soup. Dom went like: "Yours taste like my mum's. Now i know what a good cook my mum is. I used to think her cooking not nice. haha." THEN, got this random lady, while dom was playing his rubiks, came to ask him where he got that and how much it costs. After that, when we passed by this kebab stall, one of the ang moh owners also asked dom where he got the cube. After he answered and turned away, i overheard him saying to another colleague:"My god, Genius!". HAHAHA damn funny...

Tmr. PW. Movie. It's been 3 or 4 months since i last watched a movie. Finally.

08s401

You guys are badly missed. Like seriously. How sia, when we graduate i think i'll like die from missing you guys lor...

Love you guys man.

Songs that i have been in love with recently:

How six songs collide-Norwegian Recycling

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JKKl95Ttrc

Finally - Fergie

That's all for now, folks. Tmr, maybe?

2008-05-21T23:43:00.002+08:00

Just a short post cos i'm really tired,

MJC-VJC

A DIV FINALS

2-1

MJ WON!!!!!!!

anddddd

TERM ENDED!!!!!!

WHEEEE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!! SRY TO THOSE WHO STILL HAVE 2 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL!!!!=]=]=]=]=]

2008-05-20T23:28:00.009+08:00

I love yong joong and he knows why=]

Today was house comm handover, quite a small scale event. Post all the pics up next time=] Yong Joong wrote this on his blog: I think the new House Commitees are something to look forward to. I just saw a bunch of them in school and I must say, I have high hopes for the school. Yay, SUPER happy to hear that. Saw the cuter side of alot people today, for example MISS TAN!!! Lol, she super cute de, once you get to know her.=]=]=] 6th Atlas HC, JIA YOU!

Today's the second last day of school. A semester has just passed by like that. And that's super fast.

It seems as if it was yesterday...

that i made friends with Joel, Dom and Yong Joong, my first friends in Mj. That i got to know the rest of the class. That people left one by one.

PAE 08S401/Triton 3- Most carefree days

It seems as if it was yesterday...

that i became an Ogl, and even the AOHL of Triton. There i met the JAE '08 triton Ogls. For a moment then, i thought those were the best people you could ever meet, and that the days i spend with them were the best days i'd ever have.

It seems as if it was yesterday...

that i thought triton was the only house i'll ever be loyal to. That i thought that Atlas was nothing compared to triton. But i was wrong, very wrong, cos then came cheerleading. I can safely say that those were the best times in Mj SO FAR. Those guys are just great.

I'm not gonna blog about 08S401 JAE/Atlas 6 here, cos i've yet to finish walking the road with them. But no worries, i'll make sure i dedicate one whole post to you guys next time=)=)

But now, today, i've already became an Atlas HC, the june hols are gonna come and go, the mid yrs are gonna flash past, then it'll be time for greater and more fun events.

Mj rox my sox, and the people there rule my world. (yes, yong joong, you're one of those who rules my world=)=)=)=])

2008-05-16T22:52:00.003+08:00

Many things happened the past 2-3 days, but i'm quite lazy to blog about those stuff.

I just wanna say that this feeling now is really great. The feeling of letting go, being myself again. But the wound will never heal properly, and may stay open forever. But i'm free.

2008-05-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

omgomgomg so long nvr post.

Been super duper busy.

1st house comm meeting yesterday. Was quite a cosy one. I guess first time's bound to be abit awkward, but can see that we're starting to gel together. Soon we'll be the indestructible 6th Atlas HC!

2nd Phy SPA today. As usual, i finished way before the rest. =]=]=]

Thanks Jo for talking with me today. Made me treasure what i treasure even more. After that i kept thinking about what would happen if i lose any of my friends. That's why i so stone the rest of the day. Qi kept asking me if i was bored. LOL.

And stephanie's SO whiny... First time i see that side of her=]

Back to sai kang=\=\=\=\

2008-05-11T22:50:00.003+08:00

I let pics do the talking... first =)

No, this's not my PW group, although i'd LOVE to be in this one, all my darlings are here... All these were taken ytd at T2 macs, where almost the whole class went down to do PW... Damn fun... Cam whored like siao with Val's camera. That girl really can take SUPER NICE photos!!! I'm still waiting for her to upload the photos=]=]=]

Friday went for VJCO concert, met up with my guys, went around hugging everyone... Damn happy to see all of them=]=]=] The concert was nice, Ji Guan Yu was the BEST! Stoned in the canteen while waiting for han hao, saw ALOT of chio bus... The ratio of Vj chio bus and MJ chio bus like 5:1... Caught up alot with the guys, can't wait for the nxt outing...

Ytd after the PW thing we went popeyes... Not too bad lar, i expected smthing more fantastic though... At night went for SACO concert... No comments about the performance... Many people asked the same stupid qn... Haha had to deny like how many thousand times... SA's chio bus are REALLY chio... like damnnn chio.... haha i blog like some chi co pek...

For the past 2 days i've been really scared. Like really really afraid. Lucky it's starting to come back... Hope it doesn't happen again...

2008-05-09T00:25:00.003+08:00

Heart ache.

I really wanna know, what are you treating me as now? Why do you treat it as if nothing has happened?

Heart ache.

Tuition was fun as usual. Tmr helping to pace jackalyn again. She must pass tmr, and she WILL pass tmr. =)

2008-05-08T11:38:00.002+08:00

Same place, same time, same kinda post.

Thursdays effectively ends at 11.15 for me. Which is a good thing.

But today started out not so well. Heard bout something. Became very worried. Wanted to call her but didn't know whether she knew alr. Panicked abit. Late for school. Maths test was relatively easy. Although i didn't study at all. Hope i don't fail. Lol. Talked to her during recess. She looked so dejected and as if she was about to cry. Didn't know how to comfort her. Cheer up girl, you'll always be a number 1 leader in my eyes. Econs lecture was fun, cos my notes were super colourful. Made myself so happy. Slept during econs tutorial, so as not to spoil my day ahead.

Never has it occurred to me that the 4 letter word could be so simple, just like people who had experienced it said it to be. However it's so complex at the same time, to the extend that trying to comprehend it kills. People ask me to just do what i wanna do. But people, it's not that easy. I only hope that * will understand how i feel, and get me out of this agony. It's really painful like that.

I've set my aims for Mid years. People may say thatit's unattainable, but i'll prove you guys wrong. PASS IN EVERY SUBJECT!

2008-05-07T22:16:00.002+08:00

I've been blogging everyday for the past... dunno how many days.

Not cos i'm very free, but cos i really need a channel to explode... Something that can take my mind off stuff.

Today was quite an ok day. Started off perfectly. Woke up nice and early, went school early too. Studied qi's chem tutorial. Slept through most of physics lecture. Dunno why i so tired also. So happy during maths tutorial. Cos i did my work. Physics spa was super quick. Or rather i was super quick for physics spa. First to finish. Again. GP was... boringly funny, as usual.

Fun part of the day comes after GP lesson. Jo, Brian, Dom, Ali, Cong, Joong and i were in class chatting. We were talking bout worms in our stomachs, saying how it allows some people to stay thin no matter how much they eat. THEN... Alicia went like:"the worms eat the stuff inside our stomach, won't they grow fatter too?" OMG! HAHAHHAHAA!!!! The few of us were laughing like crazy... Dunno whether to say that girl dumb or wad haha...

After that slacked for very very long cos CO only starts at 4.30. Elections. Dom, JX and I sit there like extra only sia. After elections waited with qi for her interview. Asked sele to come up then lol, she started to "decorate" edmund... Then we went KFC to have dinner, then talked abt sec sch days and mj life... I miss VS... Especially the DnT lab... And CO room... So many pleasant memories there...

I wanna thank 2 people. Qi and Jo. Without you guys, i really dunno wad to do. Really.

And to you, "mum", don't think too much, everything'll be fine...

2008-05-06T21:31:00.002+08:00

I'm still confused about the way you two are treating me. You were once my buddy and you were once my favourite couple dance partner... I hope everything can clear up soon.

anyway...

CONGRATS MJ SOCCER BOYS!!!

6-0

TOTALLY THRASHED HCI

Lol they were still praying for a draw before the match...

Today was a surprisingly mundane day. But i saw too many of my friends with gloomy faces already, so when i saw yunqi look so gloomy, got very worried...

I'm starting to love my PW group more and more and more. You guys are really super efficient man! We're gonna have a fun day this saturday!!

Hope the rain stops and the sun comes out... I can almost see the silver lining in the pitch black clouds=)

2008-05-05T22:35:00.005+08:00

Super happy today i didn't fall asleep AT ALL, except for maths lecture, really couldn't take it already... Wasn't supposed to have PE in the morning, but since i was in my PE attire, i followed dom to help pace jackalyn for her 2.4. But in the end still fail. By 17 seconds!!! Friday she confirm pass, trust me! While the rest were rushing homework, i was relaxing! so happy=]=]=] Rest of the day was ok-ly interesting, nothing especially special. Then after school went with daniel and yunqi to white sands to have dinner. The omelette rice was really nice. Haha talked bout lots of stuff, from colour pencil smells, to burbing, opps i mean burping, to angry donald ducks, and many more i can't recall... funfunfun...

Thank you yunqi. For helping me find out those stuff and talking to me. Really let out alot of stuff tonight, feels so much better. Thanks girl you're the best=]=]=]

K, for once in a very long time, i can sleep early, nights ppl.

2008-05-04T20:29:00.002+08:00

I'm really surprised i could actually breeze through my homework.

Was supposed to meet yunqi and selena at T2 macs at 9 today. Ended up the girls woke up late. I knew something like this would happen, so i left home late, so sry for making you wait, yunqi. Selena had to stay at home, cos her maid was alone at home, or smthing. So left me and yunqi to do hw ourselves. Without the usual chatting of daniel and sele i was actually quite efficient, but it was SUPER DUPER empty without them. Like as if something was missing. Was thinking about something the whole time, and wasn't even conscious i completed my econs essay. When i went back to look at it, it was actually quite ok! Completed Maths, Chem, Econs and read abit of GP notes. All these within 3 short hours. =]=]=] happiness

Kept thinking about stuff on the journey home, i'm damn lucky to have been alive, not being knocked down by any cars. I didn't even realise i reached home until i arrived at my gate. Talked to Bryan about stuff, found out stuff... Take it easy, you're situation's not nearly as bad as mine...

Was waiting for two things to happen the whole week. Until now, it still hasn't happened. Ppl ask me not give up, and instead go all out for it, but i'm the kind of reserved guy and don't do this sort of stuff. Wad if she gets pissed and decides not to talk to me? Haha, then vry jia lat... And the other thing, like got no chance already, everything's finalised, nothing we can do except to accept it.

Woo, 2 concerts next week! Vhapsody and SACO concert! Pok liao... But i'm ultimately waiting to see how imba Tjco's love suite is... Can't wait to hear it...

Hope you'll talk to me like how you did before k? I really missed those times..

2008-05-04T01:05:00.001+08:00

I forgot to post about this.

I found out how sai kang the secretary job can be. And it's REALLY ULTIMATE. I really envy dom. Sit back and relax. Omg. How can they do this to me.

2008-05-04T00:13:00.002+08:00

Thanks Daniel, thanks Yunqi, thanks Selena.

K, fine not so much of selena, more of daniel and yunqi. Especially daniel.

I thought i would never found friends who enjoyed cycling and stoning as much as me. I guess i'm really lucky to have met the two of you. The three of us seems to be linked by fate or smthing, we're going through the same troubles one after another... I just realized that for the past week, i spent almost everyday with you guys. Oh wait, i did spend everyday with the two of you. Really enjoyed ur company.

Sry daniel, for slowing you down, causing you to reach home late. Thanks alot for switching bikes with me, mine was really killing my legs. Thanks for talking to me about you-know-what. Thanks for understanding how i feel(haha maybe that's only cos we're in the same boat? HAHAHA). You're one great guy.=]=]=]

NO, i'm not gay, if that's wad you guys are thinking.-.-

Next time must go back there to stone!!! But guys, can we find another "WATER BREAKER"(HAHAHHAHA) pls? This one's really wet.=]=]=]

2008-05-01T11:15:00.002+08:00

house, house, house comm, house, house, house comm, house, house, house comm, 1 MORE TIME GO!

MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE 6TH ATLAS HOUSE COMM

Captain- Firdaus

V.Captain- Dominic

Secretary- HIN KAI

Logistics i/c- Fahdilah

Publicity i/c- Zaki

Sports and Games i/c- Shila

Non Sports and games i/c- Li Ming

WHEEE, I'M THE ONLY MALE SECRETARY AMONGST ALL THE HOUSES!!! Haha. Truth be told, I was quite sore about my post, so i went around calling myself "Vice-Vice-Captain". Actually that is true, as the secretary's job is to assist the captain and vice captain. But after awhile, i actually came to terms with my post, and was actually quite proud that i'm the only male 3rd in command. =]=]=]=] But damn, the burden of sai kang warrior's on me, so now i'll just have to learn to cope better with my time available...

Yun qi, buck up on ur work, then run for CO chair, you'll make a good one! Gold with Honours for MJCO next year!!!! =]=]=]=]

Ah, vice-vice-captain, what a wonder name. lol=]

2008-04-29T23:05:00.002+08:00

Free cone day!

OMG how could i forget to take photo of the mighty long queue. And the super nice strawberry ice-cream. Which SOMEONE didn't like.=P You could at least entertain me lor, gave me that straight no in the face...

Darren left us. We're now left with 23. This's becoming like the original 401, one leaving after another. First Angie, now Darren, who next? Took class photo, had lots of fun. Bye Darren. Hope your pimple disappear soon.

omg....

2008-04-28T22:21:00.003+08:00

Feeling damn lousy now.

Or should i say felt damn lousy the whole day.

Try avoiding 2 girls. 1 that you like and don't have the courage to face. 1 that likes you but your heart only has space for the other one.

Then try thinking about them. After what just happened.

It's very long since i shed so much tears for someone. -.-

Useless guy.

Haha, now lets talk abt the fun stuff... DANIEL AND I CRUMPED ON THE PODIUM TODAY AHAHAHAHAHA... Went crazy with Daniel and Avis when studying... At least i managed to get some stuff done... Daniel today throw face like siao, keep malu-ing himself... hahahahaa

save me...

2008-04-27T23:53:00.002+08:00

LOL.

Airport damn fun. Especially with Avis and Daniel... And Kevan and Hector also...

We took many many many skytrain rides... Did lots of crumping... Knocked over walls... Laughed at Indian lady's fat ass... Got conned by Macdonalds that extra 50 cents for mcflurry+hot fudge... Counted ppl... And many more stupid stuff... Really cheered me up... Thanks guys...

PPL! STOP TELLING ME NOT TO FEEL SAD!!! Cos it's damn hard, and it's not helping...

2008-04-27T16:22:00.002+08:00

Lol, i'm back at the airport again.

3 days consecutively.

I finally broke down and cried before i left home. Guess i aren't as happy as i said i am.

I really loved her.

Shit, i promised yong joong not to be emo anymore, but it isn't so easy to let someone go just like that.

Doing my PI in TOST with Avis, Daniel, his friend Hector and Kevan, callisto house capt. What a weird combination.

K, back to doing my PI and thinking abt her, haha...

2008-04-27T12:24:00.002+08:00

After three months of agony, i'm finally liberated.

I really can't describe how happy i am, but at the same time i just want to break down and cry. But i'm mostly happy.

I won't forget three months of sleepless nights thinking about you. I won't forget drawing god knows how many hearts on my tutorials. I won't forget scribbling your name on every table i sat at during lecture, then erasing it in fear someone else saw.

I won't forget you, you'll forever be my best friend.

Haiz...

2008-04-27T11:28:00.001+08:00

Whatever i'm going to do next's gonna change my life as it is now. Blogging it just so that i remember it forever.

2008-04-26T23:01:00.002+08:00

omg. omg. omg.

another two days of roller coaster rides. emotionally. I'm really damn scared. Do it if you must, but we must still be good friends ok?

I'm finally catching up on my studies!!! Went to airport today, damn fun, damn productive.

omg. omg. omg.

Today's sunday. The highest point of the roller coaster is approaching. All that is left to see is whether the drop would lead to a crash. I hope that the carriage can reach the starting point unharmed, that'd be the best case scenario. However if it really crashes, i hope i can walk out of it unscathed, and even have the courage to take more rides in the future...

2008-04-24T12:04:00.002+08:00

A week has passed, since my last post, in this exact same room, exact same computer.

Yes, it's free period again, cos of chinese. The poor dudes and dudettes are having a test now, best of luck to them.

Ah, what a week it has been. So many things happened, just within the span of a week. Never in my life had i experienced this much drama within such a short time.

First things first. I got into top ten for house comm nominees, and interview's gonna be later today. No point congratulating me now, cos i'm still not in yet..

I'm catching up on my homework already, although still lagging behind in certain topics, but basically everythings' alright.

However i can't say that about my emotional life. It's been one hell of a rollercoaster ride. I just hope everything can be over soon.

Blog more next time...

2008-04-17T12:03:00.002+08:00

After sooooooo long, i finally get to sit down, really relax, and do a proper blog post.

Sorry about my last post, it's damn emo i know, but all that was what i thought at that moment in time, and i just wanted to record it down... IT'S NOT EVERYDAY YOU GET EMO OK? =P

As usual the rest are happily spending their time in chinese double periods while the usual four's wasting time in the library, slacking. Realy got no mood to do work. I'm still having a very big bout of flu, coughing like crazy, running a temperature, muscles aching all over, and the most irritating of all, ulcers.

Major events these few days:
1)Braces- had them on last saturday, at first it was ok, then the ulcers came. myg.
2)Cheerleading- fun like hell, just like always. OMG TODAY'S THE LAST DAY!!!!!!! MYG, I"M DAMN SAD!!!!
3)Grace my twin- Ha, how this came to be was super random. But ya, anyway, she's my sister, she's damn heavy (geddit, geddit?? haha)
4)House comm- very very sad that SOME PEOPLE never hand up their forms. Now i'm praying really really hard that the rest who gets in to top ten are our own people...
5)VSCO 08/09 exco- Abit shocked when i knew who was to be chair, but yup, i'll have to agree with the current exco bout their decision. Handover's on saturday, dunno whether got time to go back anot...

Stuff coming up:
1) Colosseum- tmrtmrtmrtmr
2) Post Colosseum celebrations- tmrtmrtmrtmr
3) ez concert- satsatsatsat
4) House comm- nxtwednxtwednxtwednxtwed

Ah, the double period's finally ending, so is my post... my nxt post will either be tonight or tmr...

2008-04-15T23:13:00.002+08:00

never been so depressed and confused in my life before.

my body feels like shutting down and never waking up.

i think i'm just a coward, wanting to run away from life.

there are so many things that i want to say to so many ppl.

never got the courage to, only choosing to back away.

Loser.

alone in this battle? yes. no. maybe. probably. i don't know.

i can already imagine people comforting me after reading this.

but all that somehow doesn't give me any consolation.

if only y'all could only walk with me.

i'll owe you my life.

2008-04-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

Darn.

Screwed up would be an understatement to the state my life is currently in.

My only consolations, are my friends. They are the BEST friends anyone can have. I love them so much. I understand that sometimes, this affection may not be reciprocated, but at least they care. Nvr had friends like that last time, except maybe for the Emmortals and gang.

I am so lucky to have you guys.

2008-04-08T23:07:00.002+08:00

Crazily-emo-busyness.

A new word i formed to describe this 2 days.

Fast paced like hell, these 2 days have really been kinda shitty. Partially because i'm thinking too much what people think of me, and being over-sensitive. Homework's another factor. Cheerleading training's not helping too. Come to think of it, i haven't slept on my bed for the past 1 month.

Now still got the house comm stuff. But this phase's gonna pass very soon. I hope.

Someone's coming back to us tmr, and i'm damn happy! Missed her like crazy, glad that she's feeling better.

hoping and praying that tmr will be a better day.

2008-04-06T20:10:00.002+08:00

Ha, couldn't concentrate the whole day today, didn't get to complete much stuff.

Just realised how busy i'm going to be from tmr onwards. Cheerleading training every single day except wednesday, where there is tuition. Maths test and chem quiz too. Which means I have to complete ALL the tutorials today, and thats not going to happen unless i'm superman.

Talk to me people, don't make me feel alone. I'm so lonely.

2008-04-05T21:21:00.003+08:00

cheerleading kind of took my mind off stuff.

Dreamt bout her last night, woke up to only find my pillow and face wet. Only until someone told me something then i felt better. Forced myself not to think bout it, wasn't successful. Didn't manage to sleep, until 6 when i got knocked out. woke up at 7, found that i was crying again. USELESS BASTARD. argh.

hw is piling up like crazy. won't get to go cheng san again tmr. Guess i'd better withdraw from cheng san first. If i go for the concert in august, i'll just die from the stress. argh.

somethings to look forward to:

1)east zone concert, meeting up with the vsco alumni, esp the IP ones!

2)house comm

3)cheerleading practices

argh.

2008-04-04T19:04:00.002+08:00

the world is so damn unfair.

dear, you have to be strong. no matter what, you'll still have us, we'll always be here with you. don't think too much, and everything will be fine. be strong, dear, be strong.

2008-04-02T22:47:00.002+08:00

back from a 3 day hiatus.

Fine, not really, just that i've been SERIOUSLY BUSY the past 2/3 days. And that was without homework.

Cheerleading training has been going full steam for the past 2 days, with most of the workouts on Mak, Dom, the flyers and the house comm. I seriously need to workout. Damn weak. Oh, and remember Brian fell from a full elevator last sat? He fell during a double pop on monday, again. F. Felt damn guilty, didn't do my job as back support. We thought he dislocated his arm, sent him to clinic, where the doctor charged us 20 damn bucks for saying a cheem word. Today followed him and sele to CGH to A&E to take X-ray. Doctor said that his muscle split and it's permanent, but lucky it doesn't affect his strength, nor capability to exercise.

ARGH. Colosseum's on the 18th, and east zone concert's on the 19th. I've a feeling i'm going to be damn screwed up for the concert. Black shirt. WHERE THE HELL DO I GET THAT???

HW and tests all coming in already. I swear i'm gonna die soon.(sounds familiar?=] haha)

2008-03-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

Saturday was a pretty nice day.

Morn went to pluck teeth. Stupid dentist inject so much anesthetics into my gums... My whole face was totally numb for the rest of the morning. Can't even move the muscle =[

Went for cheerleading immediately after that. NUS ppl came down to give us a workshop. Not bad lar, although didn't really learn much, but got to show off atlas's magnificent sweep and the so called "atlas wave". It seems as if i can't work with jason well. My elevators with louis were perfect, but with jason...

Lunch with dom, brian, ikhwan and sele... Interesting as usual.

Went to vivo to wait for the vsco peeps and the brunei delegates to come back from sentosa. Waited in pageone. The number of interesting books inside is really infinite. Or at least enough to keep me occupied for 3 WHOLE HOURS. YES, THAT WAS HOW LONG YOU MADE ME WAIT, BRYAN!!! Walked, shopped, talked, dined, bullshitted with all of them... Really missed you guys man...

The train ride home was kinda sick. This Indian guy, i think he drank too much alcohol, started vomitting on the train... I was the only one not affected lol... vincent and the rest all chionged to the nxt carriage...

GOOD LUCK DANIEL!!! HOPE UR NATIONAL TRIALS WOULD BE SUCCESSFUL!!!!

2008-03-29T00:27:00.002+08:00

argh. feels so much like i back in the post orientation days. Not bcos of the atmosphere, but cos of my throat. The funny funny feeling that something's stuck, when it actually isn't...

Friday was a fun day, if not for my carelessness and CO. Lessons were ok, MJ vs SRJC we won 3-1, and dinner was fun.

=]=]=]. Painful as it is, i'm going keep on putting on a smile, till i see light no more.

2008-03-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

Singapore VS Lebanon at national stadium, i went to watch... Quite impressed by the Lion's performance... Seems like we've got chance in getting into the world cup!!=]=]=]

Tmr got cheerleading, gonna be another fun practice!

2008-03-25T20:19:00.004+08:00

Today quite high...

School was as normal, a few perks here and there, all the way until PW. Brian, Dom, Alvin and I were grouped tgt to do brainstorming. MYG! I really want them in my group for PW!!! Our brainstorming was damn efficient cos of the "10 seconds rule" =)=)=)=)=)

After that got MJ match against ASC(I). DAMN IMBA MATCH! 4-1! It should be a 3-0 lor, but cos of the two fluke goals at the start of the game, we lost our clean sheet. I shall spare you all the details... THEN, SAW JUFFRI!!!!! SRJC was playing against MI b4 our match. Haha so happy to see him lar! Didn't expect him to be in the SR team though...

Went for dinner with the usual 3, sele, brian and yun qi... Brian didn't want to eat so he was damn bored. He started making all sorts of funny comments and doing weird stuff... OH YA!!! THE WORLD'S SERIOUSLY DAMN SMALL!! I just found out ytd that Brian took the same school bus as me in Kong Hwa! MYG so cool lar! My eyes are now peeled for more khs ppl liao!

i have no idea how i'm going to survive without my friends. seriously.

argh =)

2008-03-23T16:16:00.001+08:00

Damn, still got so many tutorials to complete...

Argh, dunno how to cope once the cheerleading training comes...

Back to chionging hw!

2008-03-22T00:49:00.002+08:00

oh man had hell of a damn good day today!

But first, =)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

Why the smileys? =) Cos, SOME PPL thinks that my posts sound troubled lol!!! =) I think i'll have to put smileys at the end of every sentence to prevent them from thinking that lor! =)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

Anyways, i was right abt today being a failed attempt at clique gathering=P Nvm, we'll have the rest of our lives to organise the countless outings to come! Butbutbutbut the cool thing is that, another gang was born! 410! Mak Cheryl Sele Hinkai!

Myg, today was really damn fun! Met "mom" and Mak at tm macs, was late cos i overslept... sry mak! Met yenriel to and his parents, then found out that cheryl and yen were primary school friends! The world is indeed small. Unbelievably small. Talked with him awhile, then attempted to mug with mak and cheryl. Kept making fun of her, then, GOT CHASED OUT OF MACS. Buggers. Walked all the way to Tampines library to mug, but found out it was close due to public holiday. LOL! The walk was a super fun one, albeit a painful one. For me and mak's backs. Shan't say why. Walked like SUPER LONG, like, more than an hour, b4 we decided to settle down at starbucks to mug. VENTI. GRANDE. TALL. woots! Found out how noob we were with maths and physics, stun there like DAMN long. After that, went to get tickets for step up 2 from GV, but it was selling fast and the queue was frigging long. Went Century square instead. Then Sele came, we decided to go back to SB to mug, but it was full. So mak, being the ah beng he is, decided to squat outside SB. No lar jkjk. But we did sit outside SB and had tcs. Then this bunch of bengs approached us and asked us to buy folded stars. Myg, it wasn't for charity, it was for their own studies lol!

Myg, nearly forgot the smileys =)=)=)

Step up was a DAMN damn damn cool movie lur! The plot was as shallow as most people said its was, but the comments on how gd the dance moves were, they are merely understatements. Seriously. I swear my body was moving to the beat when they were dancing in the rain! Damn cool. Me and cheryl were so enthu about watching it again!

Stoned damn long about where to go for dinner after movie. In the end went to this place called "Bark's Cafe" at Changi. I think it's more of a place for adults than teenagers, so it was quite awkard for us to be there. Talked bout ALOT of stuff there. Until they came to chase us out. BUT they did it in a much more subtle way compared to Macs lar urgh. Changi's SUPER ulu, so as we waited for bus at the busstop, Mak was talking bout ghosts and stuff, making Cheryl ad Sele super scared. Cheryl didn't bother to put on a brave front, she called her friend to follow her home. Sele was too tired to be scared i think.

Smileys!=)=)=)=)

Myg, my biceps and shoulders are still aching lar... As in real pain... Mike...

I want my click 9, s401, triton ogls and 410 outings!!!! =)=)=)

i'm not emo, dammit

2008-03-21T00:20:00.002+08:00

Cheerleading. Is. The. Most. Cool. Thing. Ever.

No lar, ranked second after CO though.

Today had the first cheerleading prac. Was supposed to be an icebreaker, but the seniors damn kan cheong, pull us to practice straight away. MYG, i swear my arms are dropping off. I have absolutely no idea how i'm going to survive the next 2 weeks of training leading up to colosseum. 4 to 8, mon to sat, 2 weeks consecutive. Be prepared to see a fitter me.

The atlas hse comm's quite a fun bunch, interacted quite well with them, considering the fact that i only knew louis. lime green, green, or yellow?

tmr's gonna be another failed attempt at a gathering. Come on man, is there a day where we can all safely say that we're free and HEALTHY? myg

homework's piling up, and cheemness level rising like siao, better buck up liao lo!

2008-03-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

1) Journey

2)Modernisation

Which to choose?

Today wasn't as pleasant as ytd, but still passable. Barely. Although there still isn't any homework, the intensity and cheemness of the lectures are starting to pick up. I should stop sleeping in lectures anymore =P... PW qns are out, going to be busy from now on!

pls, give me an answer soon, let me get over it... pls...

2008-03-17T18:43:00.002+08:00

Today was a rather pleasant day for me. Shan't say why.

Congrats to all triton OGLs who applied successfully for SC (kamal, gladys etcetc)... So sry i pang seh-ed! House comm more tempting, ad i love CO too much to quit it for SC. Yeap, jia you, i'll vote for you guys!

woots,no hw!

2008-03-16T21:35:00.002+08:00

Fell sick. Didn't go for Cheng San today. Still feeling damn lousy, and school's reopening.

Econs and maths. Rawr. Physics test. Rawr. Teachers. Rawr.

Friends. Yay! Ogls. Yay! Click 9. Yay!

Tmr's first period's Pe. And we don't even have self study after reccess. That totally sucks lurh. Talking about timetable i've got to go prepare for school liao.

SIAN!

2008-03-16T00:39:00.002+08:00

Omg, wad a lousy class gathering. Only 4e ppl were there lurh. hmph. Even the organiser himself wasn't there.

It's 12.40 already, and when i wake up, it's time for some serious smoking! Hope the performance can be successful. I HAVEN'T SEEN THE SCORE YET OMG!

Haiz holiday's ending. Boohoo. Nvm, i'll get to see some ppl again. I'm smiling now, just by thinking of them/him/her... yay!! Butbutbut i haven't finish my holiday hw SHIT! heck lar...

2008-03-15T00:13:00.002+08:00

KCCO-VSCO exchange

Lol, i spent most of the time playing mahjong or talking to vs alumni and yun qi and vivian. nevertheless it was FUN! And lol, wanted to watch step up 2 with daryl vivian yun qi, BUT OVERSLEPT OMG WTH GG. lol heard it was damn nice from chio bu, but there were some negative comments from others.

OMG 4 JCCOs having concert in may! Better start saving up lor. But the most worth it one will be TJCCO concert. 2ND LOVE SUITE OMGMGMG! But the not playing the solo version, which actually is fine by me... Go buy tickets! TJCCO-ser yang. VJCCO-weiliang. SAJCCO-daryl,jason, kenneth, vivian, AJCCO-xiankai. When's MJCCO having concert?!?!

omg haven't finish my hw. must go do. But it's 12.30 already. haiz tmr lar. I mean later. Sunday got Cheng San performance. haiz. dun even know wad songs we playing. Smoke ah!

Tmr of E outing, i think mainly 4E ppl lor, 2E ppl like nvr keep in contact one... POOL!

k nid slp man, eyes shutting liao...

2008-03-11T23:12:00.001+08:00

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

2008-03-10T23:50:00.003+08:00

Today was a funfunfunfunfun day! =)))

but OMG wad a big faux pas for me lor... shan't say it here ;P

Shan't list the details, just to blog down wad we did for memories' sake.

Meet. Buy tix. "Lost wallet". Faux Pas. Train. Cheer. Palawan. Captains ball. Cheer. Soccer. Cheer. Sea. Cheer. Volleyball. Soccer. Cheer. Sea. Cheer somemore. Lunch. Luge. Grp Faux Pas. Cheer. Dragon Trail. Siloso. Cheer. KAYAK!!!! Cheer. Bathe. Cards. Cheer. Train. Vivo. LJS. Arcade. Pool. Thrashed. Train. Mind games. Jokes. Home.

i LOOOVE my ogls. <3<3<3<3<3<3

TRITON OGL CHALET!!!!! Somebody plan pls, i kinda lazy liao...

2008-03-09T12:47:00.001+08:00

btw i've decided to apply for house comm... Thx for all the advice all you guys gave me!

We play. You fear.

No longer.

ATLAS WARRIOR!

2008-03-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

lotsa stuff happened this week... Was either too busy to post, or too sick to post...

Like this morning... 38.8 degrees... WTH man, nvr had a fever this high in a long long time...

Monday

Nothing much happened. Felt lousy the whole day. Slept in lectures. After school got VS against St.pats east zone semi finals. Brian and I stoned there to watch for so long that we almost missed a lecture(i can't rmbr wad subject). After the lecture, the match was over and the score was 1-0. Kind of disappointing, with this kind of borderline wins. Went with sele, brian and dom to macs to eat, met the whole grp of tk-ians there. Started playing indian poker, then brian kena. Shall ask someone to send me the pics one day... And oh, i weigh 50 kg only... thats damn light...

Tues

Tuesday was slightly more interesting than monday. Had morning assembly in the LTs. Damn cool. Really bonded with the class today, cos the whole class went down to IKEA to eat. VJ has thaipan, TJ got hawkercentre, MJ got IKEA. Found out 4 other classes were there also. DOMINATE! Then, someone gave the idea of playing hide and seek in the warehouse. So funny man... After that had to rush back to school for PW lecture. Marcus's PW was presented to us. It was really damn funny and entertaining. It'd not be surprising if they got an A. At the end of the day, the Student Council had this "OGL appreciation dinner" for us OGLs. So glad to see my OGLs again... As usual, Ex-Triton OGLs started off with the cheers, Triton forever! Poor Ikhwan had the match against the german school, so he had to sit by the side bench, watch us eat. Daniel, Brian, Tim and i cope most of the triton buffet food up to the gallery to have "picnic" while watching the match. Quite a cool match. Ikhwan played for like 5 mins b4 the game ended. Poor thing... needless to say, MJ won, 2-1.

Wed

Boring day. Managed to keep myself awake in 1 lecture. Forgot which one -.- More ppl pestering me about the outing. Had CO after school. Wah, become military camp liao, late, early leave, all need to fill in forms. WTH man... Can't believe it, with my skills, ppl call me pro... LOL.

Thurs

Lessons were still boring, but i was SO looking forward to school ending. Why? VS against greenview, east zone finals. OMG wad a let down. VS lost. Butbutbut the main point of the day was --- CLICK 9 DINNER!!!! omgmgmgmg so long nvr see cheryl tang! So sad SF couldn't join us, cos of some problems. Hin Kai was a happy boy that night, cos of a series of events that occurred. =)

Friday

Had major diarrhoea, so didn't go school. Bad, bad day for me...

2008-03-02T22:03:00.002+08:00

Heard that ying qian booking the chalet for 08S401 pae... thx lots gal, you rock!

Sending out the invitation for 08O2 triton OGL outing tmr... RSVP me asap k?

Kcco-Vsco exchange, need my help pls tell me!

Danial's house 4e muts/Dnt gathering on 9th march pls confirm details with me thx lots.

4e/2e outing on 15th march confirm details with me too...Thx!

Today, after a gazillion years, i finally went back to Cheng San, only to find out that i haven't been missing alot. Yun Nan Hui Yi's difficulty is really overrated, it's really sight-readable, only the triplets abit hard to catch. Huo is as usual, being the stupid indian song it is.

Mike kept me back for so long that i missed the meeting time with yun qi and daryl for lunch. Made new friend today, her name's vivien(vivian?), daryl's SACO mate and yunqi's kcco mate... Had lunch with the 3 of them at nyny, the fish's really nice. After that went to watch PAYCO's beautiful sunday, missed carmen cos we were late, and the rest of the songs were so-so only. The only good thing about PAYCO is their xian yue, so pro! Went Marina square for starbucks and walk walk when disaster struck! Yq knocked into a glass wall! Omg, come to think of it, daryl and i so evil lar, can't stop laughing. Sry sry sry!

Talked with daryl bout the difference between flirts, playboys and being popular among girls on the train back home. Got to know a few things and got to share a few stuff too. Andandand his mum so nice, even ask me whether want to join them for dinner.

Tmr's the last day for me to decide whether to join SC or not... Omgmgmgmg... Should i join? come on give me a sign, anything!

ARGHHH!

2008-02-29T23:42:00.002+08:00

I nearly forgot to post today. If i really did i'd have to wait another 4 yrs.

Since i'm blogging already i might as well blog bout the past 10 days or so.

Preparation for O2 was totally... i won't say screw up, but it didn't really go that smoothly. Few hiccups here and there, but was mostly alright.

O2 started quietly, and totally ended with a blast. I really bonded with my ogls. I never had a bunch of friends like you guys, you guys who had so much chemistry with me, you guys who were always so cooperative, you guys who were there with me to fight alongside ikhwan, you guys who motivated the ogms so much even when they were totally dead. TRITON OGLs, ALL THE WAY!!!MAI YO, MAI YO MAI YO! Triton ogl outing@ sentosa, look out for the details!

Didn't really bond with triton 6 ogms, cos most of the time i was running around, helping around with the sai kang, so sry that i didn't get much of a chance to talk to you guys. But no matter wad, you guys must jia you and triton proud ok?

Ytd dance concert was super high, get to meet up the original triton 3 peeps. So sad that you guys are already not with us. But no matter where we are at, we already promised each other to do us best, so must jia you! So looking forward to the triton 3 chalet.

Cheryl has left us already. I was emo-ing the whole day lor. Good luck in TP girl! Click 9 dinner nxt thursday!

Now that PAE's over, serious mugging's gonna start real soon. I shall be ready for it when the time comes. I hope...

HUM.... JI! Yip teh, hum jin teh, wa ka li ya ma!

2008-02-24T01:40:00.002+08:00

fuck it man.

I'd never put the f word up in my blog before so ya... this is something really bad... I'm like tearing while typing this... Don't really want to talk abt it now...

Anyway, i just wanted to say thanks to the 2 babes who followed me and ikhwan everywhere to buy the O2 stuff. Both of you are really great man.

fuck lar.

triton triton all the way? i don't think so...

2008-02-22T23:40:00.003+08:00

These few days were pure craziness.

PURE. CRAZINESS.

The workload experienced now was similar to what was encountered during vsco concert last year, only that the committee now is so much more fun to work with.

Today in a nutshell:

Dance completed

SOME stuff settled for o2

ikhwan freaked out

Click niners damn high

"Shopping spree" with ikhwan, sele and yun qi

ikhwan freaked out again

Ended the day with many things undone

Tmr one whole day of triton meeting again. must slp liao.

2008-02-20T20:37:00.002+08:00

am i fit to be? or am i not? aohl is not easy man, and somemore i'm not official, will they listen? hmm... or maybe i shld just stay in the ranks of the other ogls, and let ikhwan do his thing?

These few days have been damn busy, spending most of my time with ikhwan, click 9 and ysabel, yun qi that grp... In other words triton ogls... So long nvr see dear 401 liao... Haiz...

So much stuff to do, so little time. Jia you, guys, it'll all be over in 1 week's time!

Gambatte! Gambatte! Hur! FEAR!

2008-02-16T22:45:00.014+08:00

OMGOMGOMG

So long nvr blog liao... so many things happened in this week.

Firstly, love filled the air throughout the week, esp on vday. My angel, Dionne, gave me so much stuff!

chocs,chocs,chocs and nerds! I gave her ferrero rocher in return.

I gave my mortal angeline lolli, ferrero rocher, and the cookies made by auntie yvonne from the canteen. Sry, no pics. Oh she gave me this.

Nerds. again.

Ooh steph gave me the card and mu gave me the packet of sweets. Thx!

And Thx to hakim and the SCs of ogl grp6. They gave us each one bar of toblerone!

And thx to yq, desmond, crystal, joey, joel, bernice and the rest for giving me the goodies! muacks!

DANCEDANCEDANCE!

omg i can't believe it we barely know each other for like 2 days the form clique liao. CLICK 9!!! think.thank.thunk.sing.sang.sung. big family.(walao, like primary school leh) Ogl dancers! Fun fun ppl! Its so nice meeting them. Sf- thanks for sabo-ing me!

today went watch movie with han hao, andrew and kwok cheung. Kung fu dunk. Overall nice movie i think.

Went to TIMES bookstore then saw this interesting book.

His view of life is so similar to mine. Sort of a half-oxymoronic, one quarter humour and one quarter reflection.

Oxymoronies:

Top: a braille sign saying"do not touch".

middle: getting 1/10 and still getting encouragement. As the chinese saying goes, failure is the mother of sucess.

Bottom: The achievement of failure.

Decisions, decisions, decisions. The pic shows the man pulling his own strings, showing that you control ur own life by making ur own decisions.

And many many more. cool huh?

and for the past week i've been thinking alot. Again. Should i, or should i not? Those who knows abt it, can pls give me advice over msn? thx.

2008-02-10T22:48:00.001+08:00

happy cny ppl!

Valentine's day is coming too...

I'm in love!

With...

MJC and MJCCO! Not to mention 08S401!

Ha my friend just talked to O lvl top student. According to him it's quite traumatising...lol

I've recently got a crazy idea, which i think i'm going to share with the closer guys. Cos it's kind of embarassing.

Yup, thats all for now, merry cny!

2008-02-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

we started off with 28.

2 left us after orientation.

5 left us after second week.

4 more left us after results release.

17 remaining.

How many more leaving us?

2008-02-03T18:14:00.000+08:00

not much time to blog, so i shall cut the crap

OGL camp was damn fun, my group won(again). Group 6 OWNED lor... won both the MMM and OSC...

Fell damn ill during ogl camp, sore throat and stuff.. but still i was screaming my head off... haha now no more voice liao...

next chem lecture i'll be dead...

SC, house comm, or cca comm? hmmm

2008-01-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

Can't blog much now, have to go do packing for tmr's OGL camp.

WOOHOO!

Will be back on saturday night to blog.

(unless i can bring my macbook for the camp?lol)

2008-01-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

ytd i had fever. Mr gohel ask me to go home to rest. felt like shit the whole day. Then found out smthing shocking. lol

Today was vry vry eventful.

1) wednesdays reporting is 8.25, not 8.30, and just because of that 5 mins, like one quarter of the school was late. wth.

2)physics was vry, erm, tough on our brains. We had to picture all sorts of senarios and stuff to complete the tutorials.

3)i took my panadol without wanting to vomit.yay.

4)econs was totally sian diao

5) maths was totally fast paced and i was kinda lost because i missed out so much ytd.

6)played basketball with the guys. walao. all pros. this little noob can only stand by the side and shoot hoops with dom's "glow in the dark ball".

7)Ogl meeting. So... typical. Paid money, copied stuff etc etc etc... OSC briefing after that. Have to redo the proposal. wth. Recee the Obstacles areas with I/Cs. Tied water bombs. Spoke to Si Han. Got wet. Weee.

8)CO. supposed to combine performance with guitar. Total failure. Felix was like cursing the malay teacher over and over again. But she really knows nothing about time management NOR music. In the end, mjco has the stage to itself. Seniors are nice to talk to. Felix's GP teacher is FREAKING spastic!!! Mrs LOGAN. wolverine's wife.lol.

9)Mj soccer team thrash Sr 3-0. 1st goal in the first min. second goal 5 mins later.

OK i nid to go do hw and proposal liao...

2008-01-28T18:49:00.000+08:00

today was... well... interesting....

Lots and lots of gossip going on now in S401...

PE was... Strenuous...

Econs was... Boring...

Chem was... Fast paced...

Crashing chinese was... LOL...

tried to crash chinese, in the end lesson haven't start then we chiong out liao...

Then after that we(non chinese takers) went to white sands for more gossips and stuff...

funfunfun...

ok homework time...

2008-01-27T17:30:00.000+08:00

I'll have to use whatever little time i have now to blog...

I'm really depressed now...

No, it's not only about my eat shit results, it's about road race, and the friends that are going to leave us...

I'd rather not elaborate about my results, the only consolation i got was my english getting an A1. Tyco shit, i'd say...

Triton totally got trashed at road race. 4th. Again, there is a small consolation too, that is Phobos getting last. 3083. My RR tag number.Don't go buy 4D with that number, it'll cause you to lose money...

Joel got 17 points, which means that he won't be able to get into Mj. I got kinda emo when i received the news, punching the wall and all that. TO JOEL: My second friend made in Mj. The first was Dominic so not counted. You are always so entertaining and always so cheerful. Your prescence is always like a beacon around us. I'll miss you man.

And the others too, Alvin yeo(jung), syariff(fellow dnt taker) etc etc...

Triton 3/08S401 (first intake). Why do we have to part?

pasir ris park after road race... Triton 3 forever!

OK now it's back to Homework.

2008-01-21T23:11:00.000+08:00

Ogl of Triton 6!

Fellow Ogls : Muhaina(i/c), Fadhila, Syaz, Li Hui, Colin, Donovan.

Op SC obstacle 4!

Fellow team mates: Shahnaz(i/c), Vedelyn, Chee Kian

AZIMUTH v6.52, HERE WE COME!!!!

2008-01-21T15:28:00.000+08:00

Blogging with school com again. The rest of darling 08S401-ners are having their chinese and malay lessons now. Left shang fa blog hopping beside me. Hi shang fa! he said hi back. o.O

So the past week was a LONG and HECTIC one, cum exciting. I shall slowly, day by day list out the fun(or not) that i went throught.

Monday
Woke up late, ask mum to fetch to school. Rush rush rush, then BANG! Car accident. Pics next time bah. First tutorial of the yr went to mr Gohel, our lovely physics tutor. I love jc physics. Cos of the teachers. SO SO different from nwb. HA. Me. Physics rep. first PE of the year run 2.4km...Then Ogl interview at evening. Interview unconventionally done. Played games. Damn fun.

Tuesday
Hw, Hw, Hw... got to meet more tutors and lecturers. Got into CO.

Wednesday
First Co prac. Fun. Hw

Thursday
Ran again. This time 3.2... Hw

Friday
2 periods of lesson. Slacked for 5 hrs and then CO. Fun. Liu lao shi vry fierce. Hw and project.
Saturday
SUPER DUPER HIGH. Madarin garden concert with VSCO. Dinner at thaipan. Wanted to cam whore with alphonsus but keep on forgetting. His birthday this thursday so will go back celebrate for him. Went home and do Hw after that.

Sunday
Cheng San annual general meeting. Zheng lao shi damn emo lor. Talk until CSEVCO like our church like that then Chinese music is our religion. 16 of august concert at esplanade, come and support!! 4 mini recitals at esplanade also. 3 to 7 got hong kong trip won't be going cos got PW preparation. December sending ensemble in to compete. Hw. Econs project.

Today
MRT broke down. Ran all the way home to wake my mom up to fetch me to school. Then ran 3.7 km, did 20 push up, 30 crunches and 2.5781325=3(nearest whole number) pull up. DAMN FREAKING TIRED. Later still got Ogl meeting.

Weee finally finished! Shang fa you can read liao...

Sian diao wednesday got econs test, Thursday result coming out. Damn panic.

2008-01-18T13:04:00.001+08:00

Hi I'm back!!!(sounds familiar?)

I'm blogging at dominic's house using the ultra slow internet explorer... I miss my mac...

So anyway later got CO so chilling out now at Dom's house, playing with his transformers toy LOL....

btw, I'M OGL NOW!!!!!

ogl hinkai... cool sia...

Blog more about this few days later at night bye...

2008-01-13T17:00:00.000+08:00

MJ IS REALLY FUN, period..

Tutorials and projects starts to come in liao and it's MUGMUGMUG!

So sad zheng yi, ghim qi they all withdrawing from mj liao, and the 401/T3 peeps are all considering poly or better jcs. Although i sshould be staying in Jc, i'm maintaining my stand that poly life would be relatively stress free and more beneficial.

Went back to VS on friday and realised that Mr Hazrin was gone. It hit me like a tsunami when i got wind of the news. It'll be VS's loss, losing such a good teacher...

NO LAR, HE NVR DIE, he just left to teach jc lol. I don't think that he can fully utilise his current imba teaching style in a JC lor so it's quite wasted. Wah come to think of it, his classes all topped english leh (4E,4E!)...

today went swimming with the yang brothers, real fun. Xy was so reluctant to get into the competitive pool lol. Had a real good work out.

SIAN NOW NEED TO GO CHIONG TUTORIALS LIAO...

2008-01-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

haha i chose CO as first choice in the end... Floorball was second choice...

Thx to all who gave me advice and suggestions...

OMG i love the guys!!! Today was seriously damn fun... 3 periods of continuous lectures, then 4 periods of free time, GOSSIP! And ghost stories...

The girls totally freaked out lar... Ying qian and wen jie were like screaming everytime we shout boo. The whole canteen keep turning to look at us lol...

Then after that went to parkway to meet 2E/4E peeps... wah so much so much to catch up on... Next time ok?

Haha got to go do tutorials liao...

muggerdog!

2008-01-09T21:00:00.000+08:00

lykomgwtfbbqlol

I'm freaking torn...

Erhu is my life and passion, floorball is like the ONLY sports that i really like.

It isn't everyday that mj floorball takes you in( ya somehow i got accepted into floorball, and choir too!), but Co is probably the only cca that i can get a leadership position in. And choir? another cca that not everyone gets offered position in...

ARGH!

Damn the one cca policy...

CHOIR?

CO?

FLOORBALL?

pls tag to give me suggestions....